Sigh.
It hit me hard. Perhaps it's a waking call for me. To remind me that i need to buckle up.
Will I?
Well for a start my car doesn't even has a buckle seat, so how am i supposed to buckle up for the coming challenges in my race track?
Looks like its going to be a one way road to hell.
God, please give me the strength for the remaining 2 laps.
God, I want to make them proud.
Can I?
I can only hope, and try harder.
* What can you see if a glass with half its volume filled with water is placed in front of you?
I see a half empty glass now.
Thursday, June 12, 2008
Saturday, May 17, 2008
Sunday, April 20, 2008
"In the effort of reaching the moon, man failed to see the flower that blossomed at their feet"
How often is it that in life, we come across this thing called love? How often isit that we are presented with the opportunity to love a soul whole heartledly, and to be loved equally in return? Well, I would say that it varies with every person. Some might have the opportunities to do so, some might just have one, some didn't have the chance at all. Love like this, doesn't come calling at our doorsteps everday. So when we are presented with the chance like this, do yourself a favour and grab it. Embrace the opportunity given to us, not denying it.
One shouldn't stop him/herself from accepting love, and giving love, for this is a sin. Denying yourself one of the most beautiful thing in the world, if not the most beautiful will simply cause more suffering to yourself. Why do that? Why torture yourself? Are you afraid of the bad consequences that might arrive later? It doesn't really matter.
We, as a human, have three things that matters in our life. The past, the present and the future.
The past, is the events that has happened in our life, and nothing that we can do now can change any of it. We can only learn from the events that took place in our life, in order to become a better person. If we've failed in our love relationship, learn from it, so that we can love better in the future. By giving out love, then only we will receive.
The future, is something rather unpredictable in our life. You won't know what will happen in the next second of your life, so why bother about tomorrow? Anticipate every next moment with pure anxiety and joy, and stop worrying about it.
The only thing left, is the present. Now this, is what we can do something about. If you are given the chance to love, accept it. Make a difference in your life today, as you will never know what the outcomes are. It might be a blessing in disguise, it might not. Who knows, and who cares. What matters the most is the present. What matters the most is the feelings of love that we have for each other now.
Don't deny yourself of love, for you'll bring suffering to yourself. You might even regret it, for not taking the "road not taken". You might grunt at yourself, 10 years later, for not choosing the other option.
Learn to accept. Learn to love.
How often is it that in life, we come across this thing called love? How often isit that we are presented with the opportunity to love a soul whole heartledly, and to be loved equally in return? Well, I would say that it varies with every person. Some might have the opportunities to do so, some might just have one, some didn't have the chance at all. Love like this, doesn't come calling at our doorsteps everday. So when we are presented with the chance like this, do yourself a favour and grab it. Embrace the opportunity given to us, not denying it.
One shouldn't stop him/herself from accepting love, and giving love, for this is a sin. Denying yourself one of the most beautiful thing in the world, if not the most beautiful will simply cause more suffering to yourself. Why do that? Why torture yourself? Are you afraid of the bad consequences that might arrive later? It doesn't really matter.
We, as a human, have three things that matters in our life. The past, the present and the future.
The past, is the events that has happened in our life, and nothing that we can do now can change any of it. We can only learn from the events that took place in our life, in order to become a better person. If we've failed in our love relationship, learn from it, so that we can love better in the future. By giving out love, then only we will receive.
The future, is something rather unpredictable in our life. You won't know what will happen in the next second of your life, so why bother about tomorrow? Anticipate every next moment with pure anxiety and joy, and stop worrying about it.
The only thing left, is the present. Now this, is what we can do something about. If you are given the chance to love, accept it. Make a difference in your life today, as you will never know what the outcomes are. It might be a blessing in disguise, it might not. Who knows, and who cares. What matters the most is the present. What matters the most is the feelings of love that we have for each other now.
Don't deny yourself of love, for you'll bring suffering to yourself. You might even regret it, for not taking the "road not taken". You might grunt at yourself, 10 years later, for not choosing the other option.
Learn to accept. Learn to love.
Friday, April 11, 2008
Monday, April 7, 2008
Going to where she belongs
I want to go to the place where she is now.
I want to throw all the books which are beside me now, hop into my car, and just drive and drive to her, knock her door, and give her a suprise.
"baby can i hold you tonight"
The title of the song definitely suits me now.
Every cells, every tissues, every limbs, of mine are wanting it.
And the worse thing is, my subconsciouness isn't helping at all. She's practically everywhere in my life now.
I see her in the mirror where i shaved, i see her sitting in front of me at my dining table, i see her sitting right beside me in the passenger seat when i'm driving.
Sigh~
have to study. Control engineering is definitely killing me now.
Miss her so much.
I'm totalled.
ok. have to get back to my books.
I want to throw all the books which are beside me now, hop into my car, and just drive and drive to her, knock her door, and give her a suprise.
"baby can i hold you tonight"
The title of the song definitely suits me now.
Every cells, every tissues, every limbs, of mine are wanting it.
And the worse thing is, my subconsciouness isn't helping at all. She's practically everywhere in my life now.
I see her in the mirror where i shaved, i see her sitting in front of me at my dining table, i see her sitting right beside me in the passenger seat when i'm driving.
Sigh~
have to study. Control engineering is definitely killing me now.
Miss her so much.
I'm totalled.
ok. have to get back to my books.
Friday, April 4, 2008
Friday, March 28, 2008
sh4msul m4k c1b41
I seriously don't understand at all. How the hell these bugger, this low life useless that's not even worth a life organism even make it into un1v3rs1t1 putr4 m4l4ys14. You must be wondering who am i referring to. Here's our lead actor for tonight.
un1v3rs1t1 putr4 m4l4ys14 3ng1n33r1ng f4culty's d3puty d34n 0f d3v3l0pm3nt, sh4msul m4k c1b41
This fella over here, is one of the most hated figures in our faculty. In cantonese idiom, we can describe him as "tengok belakang dia pun sudah benci depan dia"
Of course, his front look is the worst. There's not way anyone can deny how fugly he looks, at least to me. Why do i hate him so much?
Simple. Coz this bugger over here, happens to think that he's the smartest person alive on earth. yea right. Kiss my ass la. If you're the smartest person on earth, i'll be the 1st to "play your shoe".
Forget how grumpy you were everything we approach you for any approvals. Forget how fucking smelly your breath is everytime we talked to you. Forget how you look like an ass everytime we laid our eyes on you. But yesterday was the threshold of everything. Come on la nia seng.
We've decided to put up with ur theaterics, and invited you to our dinner. Just give some stupid ucapan, and go eat ur kambing la for fuck sake. Whats the need to condemn us when everyone's in the good mood? Who the hell do you think you are? PM? If i ask you to play "who has the biggest brain now", i'm fucking sure your points wont exceed 1.2k cm2. Yes, u fucking ass.
Well, i can't blame him too much. He's just too folly to think that by making everyone hates him, he's superior. An ass will forever be an ass. No use trying to change a shit on him. He'll still be, sh4msul m4k c1b41.
un1v3rs1t1 putr4 m4l4ys14 3ng1n33r1ng f4culty's d3puty d34n 0f d3v3l0pm3nt, sh4msul m4k c1b41
This fella over here, is one of the most hated figures in our faculty. In cantonese idiom, we can describe him as "tengok belakang dia pun sudah benci depan dia"
Of course, his front look is the worst. There's not way anyone can deny how fugly he looks, at least to me. Why do i hate him so much?
Simple. Coz this bugger over here, happens to think that he's the smartest person alive on earth. yea right. Kiss my ass la. If you're the smartest person on earth, i'll be the 1st to "play your shoe".
Forget how grumpy you were everything we approach you for any approvals. Forget how fucking smelly your breath is everytime we talked to you. Forget how you look like an ass everytime we laid our eyes on you. But yesterday was the threshold of everything. Come on la nia seng.
We've decided to put up with ur theaterics, and invited you to our dinner. Just give some stupid ucapan, and go eat ur kambing la for fuck sake. Whats the need to condemn us when everyone's in the good mood? Who the hell do you think you are? PM? If i ask you to play "who has the biggest brain now", i'm fucking sure your points wont exceed 1.2k cm2. Yes, u fucking ass.
Well, i can't blame him too much. He's just too folly to think that by making everyone hates him, he's superior. An ass will forever be an ass. No use trying to change a shit on him. He'll still be, sh4msul m4k c1b41.
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