Tidak Burgermbira lagi

The night feels empty without your presence.
The day seems longer without your presence.
Life is dull, without you.

Is....

Is at the threshold of his body and mind's capability.
Is goin to malfunction due to wear and fatigue.
Is confused.
Is crazy about the cosmic rock.
Is going to decapitate his head.
Is going to a place he belongs.

Burgembira!

I am not supposed to feel this way right now!
WAKE UP!
SLAP* SLAP*
Damn.
She pawned me again.
bencinya!



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Over the moon

The last few days were simply too good for me. She crossed my path again, and like last time, i was all over the moon for that period. Everything was just like last time. My smile was so broad till even my face can't contain it. I don't want to land on earth again. Earth sucks. Moon's definitely better.
But i know, this is just a matter of time. Soon, it will all revert back to normal, I'll go back to my dull life, the spaceshuttle will land back on earth, the shooting star will travel pass me. I seriously don't want to hit the reset button.
I know it's coming. I know i shouldn't hope for anything. I know, it will only lead to disappoinment in the end. Yet, i'm hoping. Yet, i'm being so optimistic, when i know i shouldnt.
Men are born this way.
Men are weak.
Men are greedy.
Men are losers when it comes to this.
As long as there's tiny little hope, men will cling to it.
Pathetic, but it's the truth.
Men, are kiasu species.
Men, are human afterall.

An expression to die for

Picture says a thousand words.
yeah, it does.

Level 1 mage/priest

I need more sleep. I need more time.

Tried to memorise time stop. Partially succesful.

Teoh casted level 9 mage spell "time stop"*

spell casting failed due to lack of intelligence.

shit.

Ok then. I need to work faster.

Cast level 3 mage spell "haste"*

Forget how to cast.

Crap.

Fine.

I need a place to rest my tired mind and body, without any disturbance.

cast level 1 priest spell "sanctuary"*

Failed due to lack of wisdom.

Verdict*

I make a bad priest/mage.

On the gate

Is it so hard to love? Is it so hard to love your close ones impartially? I think it is. Not impossible, but very, very, very hard. No matter how impartial you try to be, in the end, it all comes down on how the others judge you. How the others look at your action.
I've tried my best, I tried to love you both all i can, i placed you both on equal status in my heart. Can't you see it? Don't listen to others. Please. These people are fuckers. They don't understand anything at all, and yet they are pretending they do. THIS kind of people, should mind their own business, instead of ours.
Don't judge me by my actions, but instead judge me by my heart for you. Actions sometimes doesn't represent one's love for others. I'm atas pagar la.

P.S/ I'm sorry for what i did today.

Happy Chinese New Year!!

Happy Chinese New Year.
May the year of the Rat brings luck and joy to you guys.
Pergi la tahun BABI! Pergi la. Marilah Tahun Tikus. Marilah.
Pergilah bala-bala sekalian. Marilah tuah-tuah sekalian.
Aku mau menang duit banyak ni.
Aku nak pawn hangpa dalam Texas hold'em poker, black jack, ngau dan lain lain lagi.
haha.