Sunday, April 20, 2008

"In the effort of reaching the moon, man failed to see the flower that blossomed at their feet"



How often is it that in life, we come across this thing called love? How often isit that we are presented with the opportunity to love a soul whole heartledly, and to be loved equally in return? Well, I would say that it varies with every person. Some might have the opportunities to do so, some might just have one, some didn't have the chance at all. Love like this, doesn't come calling at our doorsteps everday. So when we are presented with the chance like this, do yourself a favour and grab it. Embrace the opportunity given to us, not denying it.
One shouldn't stop him/herself from accepting love, and giving love, for this is a sin. Denying yourself one of the most beautiful thing in the world, if not the most beautiful will simply cause more suffering to yourself. Why do that? Why torture yourself? Are you afraid of the bad consequences that might arrive later? It doesn't really matter.
We, as a human, have three things that matters in our life. The past, the present and the future.
The past, is the events that has happened in our life, and nothing that we can do now can change any of it. We can only learn from the events that took place in our life, in order to become a better person. If we've failed in our love relationship, learn from it, so that we can love better in the future. By giving out love, then only we will receive.
The future, is something rather unpredictable in our life. You won't know what will happen in the next second of your life, so why bother about tomorrow? Anticipate every next moment with pure anxiety and joy, and stop worrying about it.
The only thing left, is the present. Now this, is what we can do something about. If you are given the chance to love, accept it. Make a difference in your life today, as you will never know what the outcomes are. It might be a blessing in disguise, it might not. Who knows, and who cares. What matters the most is the present. What matters the most is the feelings of love that we have for each other now.
Don't deny yourself of love, for you'll bring suffering to yourself. You might even regret it, for not taking the "road not taken". You might grunt at yourself, 10 years later, for not choosing the other option.
Learn to accept. Learn to love.

Friday, April 11, 2008

I love you

Monday, April 7, 2008

Going to where she belongs

I want to go to the place where she is now.
I want to throw all the books which are beside me now, hop into my car, and just drive and drive to her, knock her door, and give her a suprise.
"baby can i hold you tonight"
The title of the song definitely suits me now.
Every cells, every tissues, every limbs, of mine are wanting it.
And the worse thing is, my subconsciouness isn't helping at all. She's practically everywhere in my life now.
I see her in the mirror where i shaved, i see her sitting in front of me at my dining table, i see her sitting right beside me in the passenger seat when i'm driving.
Sigh~
have to study. Control engineering is definitely killing me now.
Miss her so much.
I'm totalled.
ok. have to get back to my books.

Friday, April 4, 2008

There's absolutely no word that can describe my feelings now. The feeling is just so.... overwhelming.