Don’t feel like waking up at all today. Don’t feel like talking to anyone today. Miss her so much. Want to see her, but afraid I’ll miss her even more after that. Want to call her, but afraid she won’t pick up. Even if she picks up, I’m afraid that I’ll once again hope and expect too much, which will in the end turned into a big pile of disappointment. Gone were the days where I can talk normally and happily with her. Gone were the days where she msn and sms me. Right now, it seems that there’s a barrier that exists between us. Words are picked correctly before uttered out, sentences are structured nicely before being said. Wished I never ask her the question. Perhaps we can still be good friends if the question never popped out. Now, I can only hope that she finds someone that she loves, that loves her, that can provide her the things she wants. Hope that time will heal my feelings soon enough, so that I can smile and laugh for real. The only thing that I can do best now is to sleep, hoping that my dreams will bring me some pleasant moments I crave right now. But damn, have to go to Julian’s house later. Going to pawn some AI in winning eleven. Goin to paksa him belanja me old town kopitiam breakfast tomorrow. Haha. Die Julian die. Die sux!
P.S: Kong, aku pasrah juga. Sembilu! Haha. But at least I shave!
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Shitter... U were the one who didnt shave for a whole week at 1st ok?
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