"In the effort of reaching the moon, man failed to see the flower that blossomed at their feet"



How often is it that in life, we come across this thing called love? How often isit that we are presented with the opportunity to love a soul whole heartledly, and to be loved equally in return? Well, I would say that it varies with every person. Some might have the opportunities to do so, some might just have one, some didn't have the chance at all. Love like this, doesn't come calling at our doorsteps everday. So when we are presented with the chance like this, do yourself a favour and grab it. Embrace the opportunity given to us, not denying it.
One shouldn't stop him/herself from accepting love, and giving love, for this is a sin. Denying yourself one of the most beautiful thing in the world, if not the most beautiful will simply cause more suffering to yourself. Why do that? Why torture yourself? Are you afraid of the bad consequences that might arrive later? It doesn't really matter.
We, as a human, have three things that matters in our life. The past, the present and the future.
The past, is the events that has happened in our life, and nothing that we can do now can change any of it. We can only learn from the events that took place in our life, in order to become a better person. If we've failed in our love relationship, learn from it, so that we can love better in the future. By giving out love, then only we will receive.
The future, is something rather unpredictable in our life. You won't know what will happen in the next second of your life, so why bother about tomorrow? Anticipate every next moment with pure anxiety and joy, and stop worrying about it.
The only thing left, is the present. Now this, is what we can do something about. If you are given the chance to love, accept it. Make a difference in your life today, as you will never know what the outcomes are. It might be a blessing in disguise, it might not. Who knows, and who cares. What matters the most is the present. What matters the most is the feelings of love that we have for each other now.
Don't deny yourself of love, for you'll bring suffering to yourself. You might even regret it, for not taking the "road not taken". You might grunt at yourself, 10 years later, for not choosing the other option.
Learn to accept. Learn to love.

Changes in life

Life, is a gift from god. It started off from the very moment we crawled out from our maternal mother's womb, till the day we breathe out our last breath, which is death. It can be represented as a sheet of blank white paper, and when an event takes place in our life, a colour is added on the paper. Never can it be removed from the white paper again. And as time goes by, with more and more events take place in our life, more colours are added on the paper. What do we have then? The answer, a sheet of paper full of colours. Life can be really colourful in someone's life, yet it can be really ugly in others'. The transition from a white sheet of paper into a colourful paper is what we called changes in life.

Everything in this world change. It never stop changing. Now you are you, but a second later you will not be the you a second ago, as the element of life has changed you. We changed, we absorb the outcomes of the events, we learned from it and we adapt to improve ourself in this competitive world. Experience makes us a better person, or vice versa.

Changes in life are indeed good, if it makes u a better person. If not, try taking some of your precious time, reflect on yourself back, think hard, what makes you the person you are today. Work from there, amend yourself, and
Viola!
There you go!
A better you in your own life!

P.S/ Kong if you are reading this, ALL YOUR PENANG SEATS ARE BELONGS TO DAP!

The 12th General Election

The Malaysia's 12th general election is finally over. Results? Disastrous for the current ruling party but a shockingly good news for the oppositions. All these while, the government has pissed us off so much that we have to use this election to show them that, the voices of the 'rakyat malaysia' is still very important. That we are one of the key elements that makes a country a country.
Chinese, Indians, and even Malays, for once, stood up together and voted for the opposition parties to an extent where Gerakan, MCA,MIC and even UMNO suffers such a big loss. Experts called it their biggest loss in history, candidates for the parliamentary and state seats called it political tsunami. I'd say it, its the voice of pissed Malaysians.
Okay, Election is over. And now, doubts are beginning to be casted upon the citizens of Malaysia. What implications will it bring? The fact that BN losses its 2/3rd majority in parliament and to top that, losing 5 states in the latest election, has caused the stock market to plunged down so much that it has to stop its trade on monday noon.
There are also doubts whether the new state government, formed by the alliance party, PKR-DAP-PAS, will serve the citizens better or worse.
Only time will tell.
I sure hope they will perform better than the previouse state government.
And i'm sure they'll want to do better. 5 years are enough for them to show us what they are capable of, so that they can garner more votes in the future elections.
For now, i'm with all hope and expectations that Penang will prosper in the next 5 years.
Hope for a better future, where poverty and suffering are less, and opportunities are everywhere.
HIDUP DAP!!!
P/S: kong if you are reading this- ALL YOUR PENANG SEATS ARE BELONGS TO DAP!!!

haha.

Tidak Burgermbira lagi

The night feels empty without your presence.
The day seems longer without your presence.
Life is dull, without you.

Over the moon

The last few days were simply too good for me. She crossed my path again, and like last time, i was all over the moon for that period. Everything was just like last time. My smile was so broad till even my face can't contain it. I don't want to land on earth again. Earth sucks. Moon's definitely better.
But i know, this is just a matter of time. Soon, it will all revert back to normal, I'll go back to my dull life, the spaceshuttle will land back on earth, the shooting star will travel pass me. I seriously don't want to hit the reset button.
I know it's coming. I know i shouldn't hope for anything. I know, it will only lead to disappoinment in the end. Yet, i'm hoping. Yet, i'm being so optimistic, when i know i shouldnt.
Men are born this way.
Men are weak.
Men are greedy.
Men are losers when it comes to this.
As long as there's tiny little hope, men will cling to it.
Pathetic, but it's the truth.
Men, are kiasu species.
Men, are human afterall.

An expression to die for

Picture says a thousand words.
yeah, it does.

The purpose of life

I had this conversation with a friend which took place a few weeks ago. In the conversation, the issue about how many relationships i've had, and the number she's had arised. Well, this leads to a point she brought up, which i kinda disagreed with it. Apparently, she has only been involved in 2 relationships, simply because she does not wish to carry the "playgirl" tag around her neck.

This is what i don't understand. I mean, what is our purpose here? Physicists said our purpose is to find the beginning of everything, which is why they came up with " the big bang" theory. Christianity said we are here to serve god, and so do the Muslims, Buddhists said we are here to experience the suffering and joy in this wretched world, which resulted in my friend saying that Buddha is a pessimists. haha. As for me, i'll have to say that my purpose here, is to search for our soulmate. Our other half. Our mr. Right/mrs. Right.

And of course, in our dire search for our other half, which is so hard to be found is this gargantuanly big cruel world called Earth, we are bound to stumble upon our non-soulmates, which in the end resulted in failed relationships. These are all a part of our life's learning curve. This is what we are supposed to be prepared to embrace. Learn from mistakes or failed relationship, improve ourself and become a better person in the future. Learn to love better, learn to care better, learn to give unconditional love, and last but not the least, learn to forgive.

I've had one failed relationship, and it took me 2 years to realise she's not my mrs right. I've no regrets whatsoever during my 2 years "internship" with her. In fact, i wanted to thank her, for making me a better person. The same goes to shooting star as well. The fact that she turned me down, has make me a better person too. I'm glad that god gave me the opportunity to meet them.

Easier said than done

It takes a few calories, couple of tweaks from your jaw muscles, brainless mind, to utter a few words out, but it takes ample time, top notch determination and brute strength to perform certain things we said out.
Fuck me. Fuck you. Fuck everyone. Fuck the world. Fuck me again. A very fucking thanks to everyone who fucking viewed this fucked up post in this fuckingly lame blog. Big fucking thanks.
Got to fucking sign out now. Fuck bye.

Concept of Merit

Merit. Although my knowledge in buddhism is not that profound, due to the fact that i'm not a staunch buddhist, and that i'm just too lazy to read or too sleepy during most of the dhamma talks that i attended, i'm pretty sure that this concept is one of the most well spread. If you have never heard of merit, allow me to take the role of a dhamma speaker and teach u buggers the concept of merits, although i suck at it.lol.

Do good deeds, having good thoughts, righteous acts generates merits. Merits are your pasport to enlightenment or should i say, the place without suffering and pain. Looks simple? Yeah it does. (Actually that's all that i know from the merit talk, because i was fishing during the talk) But i'm positive that not many can actually do that. Not even me. When it comes to doing good deeds, people tend to think twice before doing it. Thoughts like will this good deeds shit going to do me any good. Sad, but it's the truth. Most Malaysians are brought up in this kind of environment.

Merits can be transferred too. How? I'm not too sure about it, but i think its quite simple. You just need to chant some puja and the merits you generated will be transferred to others. And just in case u guys were wondering why should we give away the merits we generated so "hard" to others, the concept here is that, you let them enjoy the benefits of the merits u generated. You see, this is a win-win situation. You generate more merits by transfering merits (doing good deeds), and they get to enjoy ur merits. Normally, we transfer merits to the departed ones to ease their sufferings and to help them reincarnate in case their merits are not enough.

Now, you guys must be wondering why suddenly i'm not that shallow right? This is because in the last INCOVAR camp, i was kind of interested to learn more about transference of merits. Hence, i turned to Kong Chung Hwa, the smarter jack ass. Why? Because i feel that my friends, relatives, accquintances need it. Recently i was bombarded with the news that my friends who one by one, lost their beloved ones. I'm trully sorry about their loss and if u guys don't mind, the next part of this post will be dedicated to them.

Friend A who lost his/her father a few months back
Friend B who lost his/her grandmother a few days back
Friend C who lost his/her grandmother less than a month ago
Friend D who lost his/her grandfather a few months back
Friend E who lost his/her grandfather a few months back
Friend F who lost his/her grandmother nearly 2 years ago
Auntie and cousins who lost uncle nearly 2 years ago

and a few more.

Be strong. Though this loss is like a deep cut in your heart, let time heal your wound. Though one day the memories of your love one will fade away, rest assured that they will always be in your heart. They will always be there, watching over you, as your guardian angel, protecting you. Though this experience isn't a pleasant one, it will make you a better person in the future. Let us look forward to the future, and live life to the fullest, as i'm 100% sure, this is what they want you to do as well. Sometimes, its better to let go than to cling to it. And if this still doesn't work, you can give me a call for my service. I'm a part time entertainer, and i don't come cheap ok. haha.

P.S I'll dedicate my merits to your deceased love ones if i have a chance, and provided that i still remember. hah!